Thankful

Don't mind me, I do have my own cup of sufferings to go through. To each its portion and I don't think anyone is excused from that. Even my little bunny has her share of problems :)

My point is, we can all use a little positivity and good attitude in days like that. I would love to think that my life is a fairytale come through, it is if I make up my mind to be. For now I am just counting my blessings and the incredible relationships that are around to remind me that life is wonderful.

Some thoughts.

I still miss Children Church and I miss screaming and yelling with the children. Those were the unforgettable days.

I am glad James Tan is back, he's been such a wonderful faithful friend and there are comfort at his return.

I love my cell group W322, the people are just wonderful and so easy to be with. Nothing complicated, just the right dose of maturity and fun for me. That's the kind of base I need.

I still love my house but the recent infestations of the ants makes it harder for our relationship. I no longer dig cleaning it because no matter how hard I clean, the ant trail just reminds me I am not cleaning it hard enough.

I grow up thinking that life can be perfect, but I guessed it could be, for as long as we made it to be. Seeing the marriages and relationships failing around me, I just need to remind myself that I need to work and tend to my garden of relationships daily, with God, with my loved ones, with Brandon.

Brandon got his iphone 3Gs and so he passed the ipod to me. Everyone should have an ipod, I am having the time of my life with an apple gadget. I run with it, I sleep with it. Apple do rules the world.

It's so strange, it always seems like yesterday I was the little fat girl in that blue school uniform. I guessed it comes back every now and then. Always stay humble, always stay forgiving, that's what I learn. Whenever I think about how far I have come, couple of ppl just pop up in my head. Ellen, Mindy, Gabrielle, Belle, Euzanne, ahh so close to my heart.

Enough ranting. I love you all, you might not believe it. Because we don't talk or hangout all the time, or even once. But I do, for a strange reason.

"Any intelligent fool can make things bigger, more complex, and more violent. It takes a touch of genius - and a lot of courage - to move in the opposite direction."

E.F. Schumacker