Revived

Hello Everyone :) I'm back home from a girls' night out.

Let me share with you about my weekend. 24 Dec 07 was very significant because it was my first time leading at Expo during the Christmas Service. The news of it came like a thief in the night and I remembered the adrenaline rushing through my blood when I was standing in front of 7000 people on Christmas Eve 07. I always know that I am born and called to sing for God. No matter where my profession is going be in the near future, I know my life is set apart to do this.

2008 was an especially challenging year for me. There were lots of things that were given to me in this particular year but yet were taken away from me as well. Ministries, friendships, but God was merciful to me and He always protect the relationship I have with Brandon. Brandon's support and undying love kept me sane through it all.

So this weekend was very special for me. I went back to leading in English and led for Chinese Church for the first time. Though there were glitches and technical errors, I enjoyed myself thoroughly. There is no roller coaster ride, no lottery win, no any other experience would be able to duplicate that same kind of passion and joy I feel, singing and leading the people. I feel extremely thankful and privileged to be able to do that once again. So anyway, this weekend I learn a couple of stuffs.

I learn that when we serve God, on the stage or off the platform, things may not always go our way. But when there are glitches or hiccups, we got to bear in mind that the ministry and process of serving is not about ourselves but it's about God, and His people. The magnitude of God and His power can work beyond our limitations or errors. Of course we try our best to have the spirit of excellence in all that we do, but sometimes things are just beyond our control. And when that happens, we learn to be better, we thank God for what's ahead and keep moving on.

I am really excited about what's ahead. I feel that I am leading a much more balanced life at the moment. I am so utterly thankful to God for all of these. So thankful, never could be able to reach this point of joy if not for Jesus and His belief in me. Thank you Lord. Have a good week guys. Love you all, be encouraged.