He Laughed

I can’t put a word to it.

I think it’s a consuming fire. Or probably in world terms it’s call Adrenaline.

That is how I have been feeling for the past one week. It is as if Jesus is coming back for me. I think it is probably the nights I spent with Him, or having secret meetings with Him during the toilet breaks. It’s unquenchable. It’s You and me, changing the world.

Today I heard God laughed. I am 100% sure. I was at lunch with my colleagues. It is a challenge to go for group lunches, because there are 2 vegetarians and a muslim. Anyway we were at this vegan place. This eatery is opened by a lady named Supreme Master, she preaches on the fusion of Christianity and Buddhism. I respect all religions and beliefs and my colleagues are the most wonderful people around.

So I was getting a little worried, because I have been eating at different vegetarians places lately and they are all operated by their spiritual organizations. I was wrestling in my thoughts and I heard His laughter. He told me it is not what I put in my mouth but what comes out of it matters. I felt relieved and ridiculous at the same time. Relieved because I know my heart matters more than what I eat, ridiculous because I allowed myself to worry over trivial matters like this. I am extremely happy to hear from God.

Thank God it’s Friday. I am burning on the inside of me. I can’t wait to get to cell group. I can't wait to meet God again!

"True worship is walking humbly before our Lord.”

Martin Smith